I’m sitting here,
Surveying the territory gave me,
For the first time in a while I have peace in my heart,
Knowing that God has provided for me,
And despite men letting me down,
He is here.
Yet, I am still missing one thing dear to my heart,
I don’t want to appear ungrateful,
But I love you and God has placed you far away from me,
But closer than I thought.
It’s a revelation to me that I could love you so deeply,
You and I are so different,
The one type of man I swore I’d never go for,
Yet I didn’t guard my heart enough from you,
If this is sin,
I’m sorry Lord, but I’m not sure I can let go…
